Would You, Could You, Should You?

I have the feeling that I'm kind of abusing my blog. Telling you to much, inadvertently asking you to feel sorry for me. I feel a lot of times that I'm revealing to much, to eager to tell people about stuff. Telling them to be happy or sad for me.

I have no idea where I'm going with this.

On Tuesday we showed the film we wrote and filmed for "film club." I heard there were about 1Ø people there. My only thought was, "No! I don't want them to see that movie! It was rushed and is terrible!" I guess I wasn't thinking of the other people that were a part of it. Maybe they thought it was good? I guess I have a pride issue. I don't want show it because it's not the best I can do. I can do way better! When people say that something I do is good, but I don't think that it's very hard I usually wave it off and say something to the effect of, "Yeah, well, it wasn't really all that hard. I don't get why your congratulating me on this simple task." When, in reality, I should just accept the compliments and keep the prideful thoughts in my head.

I don't know, what do you think?