*Edge of your seat "drama-esque" blog entry*
To be completely honest, I just want to ask her out/be my girlfriend, something to that effect. (Maybe that's a reason I shouldn't yet, because I'm unsure of what I "truly" want.) Ever since I found out she existed (I don't really know when that was [I'm a terrible person, I know!]) that's she's made my life stressful(?). I've been stressing out over whether I want to "make a move" or not. And in my mind, I say I will, but in reality I won't. Adding to this is the fact that she's a senior. That's made the stress up to here *motions "really high"* Or maybe not stress, but it's made me feel like an idiot. It's like my mind is saying, "You like a senior? What an idiot, just give it up!" (Then it laughs).
I'm trying to decide whether I want to publish this or not. But, since you're reading this, you know that I decided to. I don't want to post it because it seems like a really stupid thing to me. I want to post it because no one has been helpful in the matter, all that happens when I say anything on the matter I just get laughed at (go figure). So, I guess this is just a way to leave it open to anyone that is willing to help with my stupidity (for lack of a better term), to do so....
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