I find it funny that I initially intended this blog to be for my books, films, etc., but instead, (with this blog post) it's turning into my life blog. Like a blog should be!
How is it to turn into this, you ask? Well, it's starts with me talking to myself over this blog post. Let's go.
So basically, I don't know anymore. Maybe that's a little over-dramatic, maybe even a lie. Either way, I still don't know why I said that. I guess that proves that statement true? My original intent was to talk about something, but I guess I'll just put that in a new paragraph.
You know what sucks? Liking a senior girl *pause for laughs, snickers, and giggles* I know it's a generally stupid idea, but I can't just ignore what my mind tells me. (I avoid cliches like "my heart") But you know what rocks? Dancing with this girl at homecoming. What sucks even worse, being somewhat socially awkward. I can't move forward from that point because unless I'm super comfortable around you, I'm a quiet, break-no-rules guy. What sucks even worse is being socially awkward around the opposite gender no matter how comfortable I am around you. ggrrrr.
I don't what I was hoping to accomplish in this blog post, maybe informing her of my feelings? I'm contemplating even posting this right now. So, in otherwords, I decided "heck, who cares, I've told pretty much half the school by this point anyhow" or something to that effect.
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