In Desperation, I've Sacrificed Myself

*Sigh*

Looks like I'm, wait for it, desperate.

D:

This is a point I never wanted to come to, but I have. My personality is one that says I NEED to be with people. I NEED to have one specific person whom I can always talk to, be with, and have similar interests. Oh, and it also longs for this person, of the opposite gender.

Yeah, that's the kind of desperate I am.

I can't seem to find "the one" or even "a one." I can't find anybody. Scratch that, I can't find that person who feels the same way toward me.

I've turned to desperation.

On that note, I've got nothing.

I find myself, generally bored. Sitting at my computer, desperate for a relationship. Both a relationship with friends, and a "relationship" with a special someone. Who I've not yet found.

I'm mostly longing for the second. Have been for a while now.

And I don't know how to cope with this singularity.