So, of late, I've been quite happy. Not nearly as depressed as usual. Even with the winter-time blues. I've just been plain out happy. Now, if you're a facebook friend, you know I can't tell you why. Because the thing that's making me so happy, might not actually happen. Of course, it's looking very likely.
I love creating suspense!
Hopefully I'll know for sure in the next week. But, my dad has been ill for the past couple days. Last night he had an asthma attack, or so I'm told. See, I stayed asleep through his (apparently) loud asthma attack, the nine paramedics yelling loudly to wake him up, my mom and brother going to the hospital with him, and my grandma coming over just in case I woke up and wondered where everyone was. I slept through all of that. Yeah, God's a pretty cool guy. If I would have been awake for any of that, I would have been scared, terrified. So stressed out. But, my mom told me everything that had happened that night, and my dad was laying down, asleep in his bed, so everything was okay.
And no, none of that is the reason I'm happy. That would be awful.
Time for vague-ness!
So, the reason I'm happy, is because there's a chance for change. There's a chance that the way I live now, will be changed. The people I hang out with will change (as in different people). Everything about my physical life will change. Change all around! And now you're wondering what in the heck I'm talking about. Sadly, I can't tell you. I really want to, I want to tell everyone. Everyone! I can't, though.
And with that I end this post and say, "The story might not return for a while."
Why? Well, I'm more positive, therefore I can blog again! The story was to keep me from blogging about petty sadness. But now, I'm bursting with joy! And I can blog again!
As NintendoCapriSun would say, "So happy!"
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